Just because my eyes doesnt tear mean my heart doesnt cry. And just because i come out strong doesnt mean there's nothing wrong. Often i choose to pretend i am happy so i dont have to explain myself to people who would never even understand. Smiling has always been easier than explaining why i am sad.
It was fun choosing an illusion. It gave me a reason to be happy even if it wasnt real. But any chase surely has to end. Im just disappointed cause when it did end, i was left with nothing but a memory of something that never existed.